Wednesday, April 13, 2011

scratch that! REVERSE!

It has been brought to my attention that In my previous post "Holy busy days batman" I said that I had nothing to do in the month of May.. I LIED!
I can't believe I forgot one of the MOST important things I have going on!


IT'S STEVIES GRADUATION!

Holy Moses! My lil baby sister is graduating. making me feel SO Old! I mean really?!

Anyways I'm so happy Stevie is graduating I think we all know its been a long, tough road with Stevie and I but she and I are (currently :P) the Best of Sisters! :) All three of us Holgate's girls are Fully AWESOME!


I AM SO PROUD of my lil Sister! she is such a Stinker but I STINKING LOVE HER. She is so fun and so random and I luv it!


YAY for Stevie and YAY for graduating... the only question left is

WHAT WILL SHE DO NOW?!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

TRAPEZE CLASS

I went to Trapeze Class!!!!! OMG it was soooo Fun I basically had the best time of my life, flying through the air. Gave me the feeling that Stunting always gives me! :) below is a link to the FB video and obviously here are some pics too! :)










I got a Certificate for making my "Catch" on the First try! :)


p.s. I'm Running away and Joining the Circus, Wish me Luck! ;)


xoxo-aubs

Friday, April 8, 2011

HOLY BUSY DAYS BATMAN!...

So If someone was to ask me "Hey hows life?" for the past few weeks Ive been able to say "Good, Just workin, the usual." they would come back with "Oh thats good, anything new or exciting?" I would reply "No, not really." thus ending probably the most boring conversation, making me seem like the most boring person in the world.




WELL NOT ANY MORE!!!


I dare you to ask me what I'm going to be up to...

(Insert question here)


ME? WELL...


April 11th= TRAPEZE CLASS! Heck yes you read that right! and yes when i say Trapeze i mean Cirque Du Solei KIND!

April 15th-17th- I'm Going home! (as stated in a previous Blog)

April 22nd-24th- A Free Weekend but definitely not a boring one, it being my friend Becky's Birthday and ALL! :)

April 29th-May 1st- LAS VEGAS BABY!!! WOOT! NOT ONLY am I going to Vegas, but I am ALSO going to see John Mayer and Keith Urban. YEAH Buddy!!!


Then....


May... So far as I can tell May will be another Chill Month.

WHICH will be necessary because JUNE! is going to be just as intense!


here goes June


June 3rd-5th- Lake Havasu (tentative)

June 10th-11th- Wedding #1 in Farmington for my beautiful Cousin Aslyn!

June 14th- My 23rd Birthday! YIKES!!!

June 17th-19- Wedding #2 My Best Friend Cherisa's WEDDING!!! :)

Then the last weekend in June has no plans.. HOWEVER, it being Summer and All I'm sure it will be another Fun filled weekend with my Favies!!!

(you know who you are!)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Anxiety...

Did I ever mention that I get Anxiety attacks? I mean not to the point where I stop breathing and go all crazy.. no no my anxiety attacks are slow and gradual so they are more like secretly planned operations planned by the enemy in my life. So I have no idea when they are gonna hit they just spring on me! Kind of like Pearl Harbor, It was an attack that was perfectly planned by Japan and we (the U.S.) had no clue it was coming. So yeah back to my anxiety, here's how they start.
-Stress- No no not like tons of stress, just like something small kind of like a stick in the road, not one big enough that you would have to dodge it (using the 5 D's), you would simply move around it. In the End that stick is still in the road.

-Complications- You know that feeling where there is clearly an issue but you frankly have no idea how to fix the situation, most people work on the situation until it is fixed. Me on the other hand I ignore the complication, I move right on past it and pretend its not there. Just like that stick in the road, the complication stone is still there.

-Realization- Realization that all the random sticks and stones in the road decided to catch a bus and pass me and then jump off and make one huge pile and road block in the road.

-The Attack- That's the point when I realize that I can't just pretend my issues don't exist and my hearts begins to race, my head gets really jittery, my body starts to ache, and in serious cases.... yup I puke. HaHa LUCKILY its been almost a year since I've had one that bad.(knock on wood)


Needless to say I starting having an attack the other morning, then I came to a realization Its not always gonna be butterflies and roses in every situation. I'm starting to not care about the stupid rocks and sticks! yeah they put a block in my road but I'm gonna take a bulldozer and knock them right back to where they came from. I'm tired of feeling like I should be able to fix everything and make everything better because I can't. I'm gonna do me and tell the world to Suck it! I'm gonna pick up those sticks and stones and tell them to get the hell outta my road! HA!

Friday, April 1, 2011

Home.. UPDATE!

SCRATCH that last post! UPDATE! I'm going home! when you ask? why this month of coarse! to be exact Rachel and I will be traveling up to Farmington the weekend of the 15th to help my little sister get ready for Prom. Rachel the hairstylist will obviously be doing Stevie's hair! (Thanks again Rachel!!! BFFF) and I will be doing her make-up.. yay!! I feel really bad for Rachel because its not like its going to be the funnest trip ever but she will get to experience a lil bit of my home! yay! I'm gonna take her to my absolute FAVORITE restaurant SI SENORS... yeah its basically the best EVER! (In my personal opinion) basically that's all I have planned, besides it being a horribly long drive to drive after work... Its gonna be rough, but fun! I'm super excited about it because I've been super homesick lately! SO FUN! Super excited! Yeah! yay! HOME SWEET HOME... SOON! -Aubs

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Home

Oh I am sooo ready to go home. Sadly I won't be able to go home until May, the END of May. Oh sadness. I like my home. EVEN though my room has been totally taken over with things and items that DO NOT Belong to me and Do Not belong in my room. I have accepted defeat and given in to the fact that I will never again live at home. How sad?! I love my Home. Its great. Granted my room looks like a 12 year old still lives there due to the fact that it is colored 2 very bright different colors of pink. (I was 12. sheesh!)
My room still holds a certain feeling and washes me full with memories!
My room has 3 huge Windows. (looking at them now they really aren't that big but when we first got that house they seemed big to me.) I love them, back when I was young I used to open all the windows, turn on my music, (Disney, Barbara, or Musicals) and sing at the TOP OF MY LUNGS. I just KNEW someday I would be discovered. :P

Also My Weeny Dog Lady loved my room. She would lay in the sun from my windows all day just sunbathing. LOVED HER!

Then there was my closet. Totally awesome. At first I never had enough clothes to fill it. but then I swear as I grew up my closet shrunk because sure enough by my junior year I hardly had room for ANYTHING in that "Dinky" little thing.



Did I mention that my room had my own PERSONAL phone line? yea. PERSONAL. I had my own number and everything I would be like "here's my house number, BUT this my ROOM number" and all my friends were totally jealous. Then they ruined it and made cell phones all affordable and stuff. LAME. So yeah I saved for an entire summer and gave my parents $80 to get the phone line set up and after that they payed the monthly bill. It was sweet I had a phone with an answering machine and everything! I would put music in the background of my voicemail. I spent may hours changing it so the music cut of just at the right time when I started to talk and had it slowly fade out. My Sister Setty often helped me with this process.

So yeah my house has GREEN carpet. I know what you're thinking. In your head you either saw a nasty pea soup green, or that sea foam teal green color. PLECK! NO no. Our house has this AWESOME really dark hunter green color. It was great in the Barbie playing days because pretending it was grass was a no brain er.

Oh yeah I also had a computer. or should I say a DINOSAUR! lol It was HUGE! One of my dad's old office computers. I had one game and one game only on that thing. THE SIMS. OH YES! Loved it. I was a total ADDICT. I would spend quite literally day an night playing that game one summer my mom would joke that she only saw me when I needed more food/oreos. Seriously there is something about controlling other "people" that's very addicting. I can see how power goes to peoples heads. HA.

So yeah I loved my room growing up!

OH FUN FACT! My door has a HUGE hole in the bottom of it. STORY TIME!

I think I was about 12,and my older sister around 14, she and I got in a brutal fight. I mean deadly. I honestly can't remember what it was over (a hairbrush?) but it escalated. We were quite literally wrestling in the hallway, screaming, pulling hair, slapping, clawing. IT WAS UGLY. Now its was before I grew much taller and much stronger and heavier than my older sister. So this was in the days when she could really whoop me. (the END of those days I should say ha) So I'm quite literally pinned in the hallway,SCREAMING out my moms cell number to our poor little sister Stevie (who was literally sobbing) trying to get her to call our mom and tell on my sister. She was too young. she couldn't figure it out. SO FINALLY by some miracle I got out of my sisters grasp and SPRINTED TO MY ROOM. I barely beat her there, slammed the door in her face and locked it. WHEW! I was safe, then came this HUGE LOUD BANG on my door....silence... then ... TEARS. I heard my older sister BAWLING and say " OH NO, I DIDN'T MEAN TO!" ...... After a while of making sure the door stayed locked and once I was sure it wasn't a trick I opened the door and saw my older sister sitting in a ball on the floor crying her eyes out and I say "What?" she points to the door and I look down and there is a HUGE HOLE in my door. THE PSYCHO little TINY FEEBLE, 14 year old Setty had BUSTED a hole in my door! the only thing I could think of to say at a time like this was " OH YOU'RE IN SUCH BIG TROUBLE, MOM'S GONNA KILL YOU!!!" She then burst into even louder tears. Needless to say we BOTH got in big trouble, which even to this day baffles me (did I show excessive brute force? I THINK NOT) however she got 4 weeks grounding and I got 2. My Mom wouldn't let my dad get me a new door. Instead he patched it up so that it would be a "reminder" to us. Lesson learned. Lisette is a Beast.

Monday, March 21, 2011

FLORIDA

Crying at the airport on our last day.


Pirates Game!

Florida!
We had the best time ever! I loved being able to just chill with the girls!!! basically it was just too fun!