Can you Say Random?! HA!

Do you ever look around and think "Wow. There is so much I could be doing."

Yes, this thought has crossed my mind a lot lately. I look at other people. Some people are crafty and craft ALL the time. Some people Work, work, work. I feel as though there is so much more I could be doing. I usually chose instead to read. Which I don't think is necessarily a bad thing,, I enjoy reading IMMENSLY. Its just grand being able to forget about your life nad get completely lost in the lives of real/fictional people. Because usually if theres a book written about them then its 90% MORE exciting than my life. I bet if i took Significant times in my life and mushed them together they could make a pretty good book. Then I look at people like my mom.. NOW that womans life is just SCREAMING for a book? Think about it, crazy family with all the steps sisters, half sister, real sister, brothers. Growing up livin up the street from her future husband, ahppy happy happy, then WHAM she has 2 daughters and finds out she has skin cancer. Then she gets over it has another daughter about 5 years after her middle daughter. happy/crazy life filled with family drama and thens he starts painting,crafting, then Cake Decorating then WHAM her 2 older daughters are in college and she find out she has ovarian cancer that has spead she goes through 3 rounds of Chemo and makes it through :) then just as things are getting abck to normal. she wins Cake Comp's. WHAM! the woman gets pneumonia, kidneys shut down, gets into her blood stream losing her toes while she is in a medical Induced coma, the whole time her husband never leaves her side while she is in the ICU for a month and a half, she wakes up decides to let them amputate her whole bottom legs (both) so she can walk. then not even 6 months after he surgery and the loss of her legs she is already walking, learming to drive with hand controls and re-teached her hands how to decorate cakes. ALL the while never once losing faith in the Lord or questioning her religious beliefs. MIX that with all her ridiuclous humor and awesome beliefs, you've got the most inspirational story in history! : P

And yes she is my hero, more than other people's mom's are thier hero. Because my mom is the strongest woman in the world. EASY.

So after all that I've decided that I would rather have a super boring life with no issues. HAHAH

I love my mom, because I WOULD NOT be able to do what she has down. all the time with a positive attitude.

ANYWAYS yes there is soo much more I could be doing. So I've decied to get back into my scrapbooking. along with i've found some more craft ideas that I woant to accomplish. all the while I have a list of about 30 books I plan on reading.

I just want my life to be full of joy and fun. and Hobbies are what makes life fun. Work is a means of providing for myself. While my hobbies will become my joy!

WOO HOO for joy. I also intend on finding a way to become a cheer coach and getting back into that.

I want to take more trapeze classes with my dear friend Niki, and I want to learn to eat healthy. this one is going to take some serious time but I know its what I need to do if i want to be healthy now and in my older years haha.

Wow this blog was a bunch of randomness... that is my life. Random.

OOH! I went to San Diego (formally known as...) and it was beautiful the weather was awesome! we stayed in the nicest Hotel we(Rachel) found on Priceline( PRICELINE NEGOTIATORS!) and stayed at the awesome beach ALL DAY saturday! It was the best! Stevie has officially moved down here and I am loving having someone from My family so close! :)

I s'pose I'll post pics eventually but yeah... this is a RaNdOm POST! :)

ENJOY!

-aubs